i have really been struggling lately..its crazy..i can not find a job for the life of me..and I am not talking a teaching job, i am talking a regular ol' summer job doing something to bring money in. granted i have been looking into front office/clerical positions because i am a bit tired of working nights and weekends since I did that all through college, but c'mon people!! it is so frustrating!! i am officially employed by 4 staffing agencies that are looking for me and i have been sending out my resume like crazy. i have had one interview so far, and i didnt get the job. one of the biggest problems is i think that people see that i have a degree in education and think that i might leave in 3 months, which is totally valid, if i get a teaching job this year i am going to go teach, however, there are 4 social studies jobs available in my district currently so the likelihood of that is slim. i tried to explain that in the interview but i dont think the lady got it. i think she wanted someone that would be totally into selling custom doors, well, i wouldnt mind being the secretary, but i dont love doors, sorry..

anyway, thats whats been going on with me, i have been reading everyone's journals i just havent had the energy to post because i have been a bit frustrated and discouraged...

the good news is..the Mr. and I have decided to move forward with the baby making process and I go to see the gyno on July 24 at 12 to discuss starting fertility treatments..i just had my 32nd birthday and we decided were ready, job or not..at least i have completed my degree which was really important to both of us.  so cross your fingers, say a prayer, rub the blarney stone or whatever you need to do to wish us luck, we would be sooooo appreciative we are really excited!